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Liveliest August in years.

 Hello... Yesterday at around 2 PM, I phoned home. Nothing special just wanted to discuss about some anomalies I saw in our family business. Then while saying bye i said to mum I'll go to lib now. It was around 2:30 PM, so out of habit? I opened my broker app for routine scanning I do at 3 PM.  Didn't find any opportunities. Fine, I thought... ok let's lay down for some minutes, I don't know but usually i don't lay down mid-day.  Yeah I dozed off, 3 PM alarm rang (market checking alarm, but i already did yk), i switched it off, and back to sleep.    Finally 5 PM alarm rang, I woke up, for a second I was like wow, i really wasted the whole day huh? Picked phone saw a notification, timestamped at 3:05 PM, it was from her, she wanted to meet me.  Wow suddenly I was not feeling down, but happy af. Yeah. So normally i texted "yeah sure, when?" She almost immediately texted back, "Now? Sports complex?". Hmm... usually she doesn't text back this fas...
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Did something change?

Noticed something today. I don't know since when, but i know a thing for sure ki it was not like this from the start.  Imagine something mildly negative maybe something like you did your laundry and put your clothes on wire to dry? and due to wind or any reason or for no particular reason? your clothes get dirty. you know like maybe a bird perched on it? they fell on ground ? etc... What would be the usual reaction? Maybe disappointment, anger? or just like you know ahh shit type feeling?  It is different for everyone. right?  Same for me too, yet there's something that changed. Now i don't carry the the negative emotion too much in future, yeah it still lingers for a bit, yet it doesn't add up, you know what i mean? And what's novel to me is that I think the opposite is happening too? Like... those mundane wins... like maybe getting food at an eat out fast? anything mundane. They have recently started feeling more like... i think happy? like i am enjoying more?  Ob...
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